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August 23 Feeling Really down nowMy heart aches it cries
it needs to be pampered after realising it into new care
I shed my shell and it seems as if it had been shelled prematurely
What shall I do? who shall i turn to
Im all alone back in my world
the world where i walk silently by myself and the world speeds by me
I need help ...............i think im going crazy
This was just not what i expected
:( :( August 07 What is Love?At first this feeling was faint and I could overcome anyone who could not undertand this. I tried to be hard on the outside to protect my tender inside. However one which I thought would rewrite history, wrote her own book and has even gotten her own room in my life. These new feelings for this angel of wonder i gaze upon, why........ simple because it has surpassed the ordinary. My hard outtercore has been soften to the my to the intensity of my inside...........just for her.
Willingness to hold her and for eternal softness is at his peak now. Now i saw this confidently ...........No has ever made this delightful feeling flowi throught my veins and my everybdoy organ , parts and so on...........No one will be able to make me feel this way again January 21 I'd die without u
November 27 love_______0000000000000_______0000000000000________ ______000000000000000000__000000000000000000______ ____000000000000000000000000000000000000000000____ ___00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000___ __0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000__ __00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000_ _000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000_ _000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000_ _000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000_ _000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000_ __0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000__ ___00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000___ _____0000000000000000000000000000000000000000_____ _______000000000000000000000000000000000000_______ __________000000000000000000000000000000__________ _____________0000000000000000000000000____________ _______________00000000000000000000_______________ __________________000000000000000_________________ ____________________0000000000____________________ ______________________000000______________________ _______________________0000_______________________ ________________________00________________________ ________________________ 0 ________________________ Love is when you can't sleep because you can't stop thinking about them. Love is when you can't talk because you're afraid you're going to say something stupid. Love is when you barely move because you're scared you will do something dumb. Love is when you stare at the phone for hours hoping that they'll call. Love is when the only thing that makes you feel better is their smile. Love is when people can say anything to you or about you and you just don't care. Love is when you get online and you sit there for hours and wait for their annoying sound so you can finally talk to them. Love is when you find someone that you can tell everything and you're sure they won't make fun of you. Love is when you can just wake up and have makeup running down your face from crying and they'll still say you're beautiful. Love is when they would do anything to see you smile. Love is when they're dying and the last thing they want is to hear your voice one last time. Love is when every song reminds you of them. Love is the scar across your chest when you loose it... November 01 Love is ..............LOve is ...
Have you ever been inlove, do you actually know what love is, do you even know how love feels, alot say when someone loves you, they take care of you, and would never try to hurt you, but havent we all been hurt, so does that mean we never been inlove, or yet even loved, they say when someone loves you, they make you smile every rising day of your life, but dont we all cry and get sad, so does that mean we never been inlove, or yet even loved, they say when someone loves you, they would give their all just to see that you are comfortable, and living happy, but sometimes the ones we are with, never have that all to give, so does that mean we never been inlove, or yet even loved, they say when someone loves you, they make u flourish in diamonds and pearls, but sometimes the ones we are with, never have the diamonds and pearls to give, so does this mean we never been inlove or yet even loved, see what we all dont know, we dont know what is the truth of love, see we are brain washed into thinking that when someone loves me, is when they give me all in vanity and stories known as fairytales, we werent meant to know the truth, the truth of love is call reality, in reality we are all humans, we have emotions, and truth is love hurts, it molds, it grows and it also teaches, teaches us to appreciate one another, not appreciate what we can get from each other, but what each other have inside that makes us so great, love is pure, not superficial....u wanna know the truth of love, well dearest all, the truth of love lies way deep down inside of each of you....peace search for the love which is true. July 27 To certain People out dereI will never conform to the stupdity of an individual or set of individuals that occupies their time attempting to destroy the reputation of others sheerly for their enjoyment especially with these lies, it surprizes me to know that there are people out here such az yourselves, you disgust me, you all do. Your mental age has absolutly no correspondance with your chronical age, fucking children, have a wonderful day you people, do your damage because i fear no one. Remember...God is watching. To all the haterz like Infawmaz keep it real pussyholes :) June 27 To my boo When I puts my hands around your waist, lay your head back on my shoulder and put your arms on me. June 20 Love and hurtOh geez.......oh my........why me...........why love......why me...............why hurt why does life have to be filled with some many complications. My last actual love left me, yea she left me , she left me with a whole, big very big hole. Left me on the floor helpless. Being the real person i am on the inside i got up and brushed my helpless self off. Started over my life.....Yea friends seem to think oh Robert is a player.......Why? i asked........."oh Robbie you just look like one" or "Robbie i never knew the real you". ok i think those are stupid reasons..................i be the person i am i get played like 3 times on a straight.......all three claimed they loved me ..............ok fair enough love comes love dies......but why does it mess me up still. I meet some new ppl 2 im tryin to approximate........................both i fall in love with, but one deeply that the other the outside world undderstands not whats going on for me so they all talk again. Well the one im deeply in love with we share everything together sorrow,joys, happiness, emotions everything..............but guess what she had a bf.............ok i behave, he cheats............she loves me also and it seems that she also used me to fulfil her fantasies. however the other which i love also but not as deeply cares for my every thought words and everything but im still hung up on the first one now guess what world you got what you want im empty once more
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! are you all happy im not im as dead on the inside as the rose is above well.......................... purpose is out April 26 New FindingsWell i findout new stuff today......i found out that im an "eye candy".......i found out ill never live a normal life as in a good girl because im a tracks guy.........i found out one girl i was into she sleeps around and i found out that someone i was into she not into me at all
So why the hell am i trying to be like the ordinary why the helll dont i try to live a track lifstyle
maybe because i grew up with morals? i dont know no decent girl out there wants to be with me.........jah know star welll that wont send me to the " ole dawg life" April 22 Why me and now?Yow too much things happening to me in such a critaical period like this , firstly this my leg was messed up as soon as i came off recovery and shit now im back in recovery again then my doctor tellin me some shit happening to me ................why now?..........anyways the one girl i really care about is at a cross road.........i look like the lesser preferenced roadstill, but me still a whole a faith. |
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